I think I'll just spit this out right here!

Jack has started an awesome new phase of gargling his juice or water and then spitting it out where ever he stands.  It super awesome really!  He enjoys spitting into bowls that previously held a snack, a basket full of toys and most recently picking up the vent cover and and letting it flow right down into the vent! Absolutely amazing I tell you! I can't decide which is my favorite, but the basket of toys now sprayed down with sticky juice, and having to wipe down every single thing piece, one at a time, is a real joy! Truly time well spent since I have nothing better to do! I've been told horrific threes don't have anything on the terrible two's, and as we draw closer to three I am beginning to believe it!  Between toys hurling through the air within seconds of playing nicely to liquid spewing from this little man all over the floor, the trips to time out have become a regular destination.  My husband and I are at our wits end to say the least, but we push through with deep breathing techniques (haha ya right) and try to move on. I can't say this post will have any real useful advice, except try to remain calm.  Easier said then done of course, I have had plenty of moments where I lose my cool, but it's usually because I've just been smacked in the face with one of those toys that went flying through the air.  One thing I can say that works beautifully for the time out of a toddler is using that good ole pack-n-play. He never liked it in the first place, so it didn't get much use when he was an infant, but now it's getting some real miles on it.  Jack doesn't stay in a time out very well, as I am sure most 2 somethings don't, so this has been a real game changer for us.  As I try to remain consistent, you spit you sit!  I can honestly say I'm not sure time out makes any difference, as he continues to do whatever he feels like! The lack of impulse control is at an all time high! But again we just keep going, pushing forward, praying daily this phase ends soon!! Good times and wet rags cleaning up the messes till then!! 

A daily dose from a fellow Momma Warrior 

Em

Compassionately Frazzled

I so can relate to the attached article and wish more people like this were standing behind me at check out. I often find myself in public situations frustrated, frazzled, and exhausted. And to be honest I do try to avoid it if I can, but some days you just hit the store hoping and praying for the best. Yes, that's my son running up and down the front of Meijer's high pitched screaming, while we wait for daddy to finish checking out. And yes, I heard you gasp and I saw you jump as if startled, even though he'd been doing it for a minute already, all the while mumbling to the cashier, mean while that cashier is looking at me with a look of pity look on her face. However, as I attempt to stop him or contain him it only makes things worse, so we keep going and I try to find something to draw him further out the door. While I understand all moms have been in line while a child is being less than perfect and it's all you can do not to leave it all behind and head for the car.  Something changes though when your child is diagnosed with Autism, suddenly you feel even more insecure about your child's behavior, suddenly you start to notice more stares, suddenly you become more aware of it than before. Pre-Diagnosis, I honestly didn't pay much attention to our surroundings, Jack was wild and some how I thought it was normal, he's two and a half after all. Jack's lack of impulse control is a constant battle everywhere we go, and we do our best to keep him under control. What always seems to work best is our phones, Jack loves his "shows"! However, even with that, we have a very specific amount of time before nothing works, and a melt down is imminent. So yes, we let him run, Jack is a runner and he loves to run fast and shriek with joy. I think for the first time, even my husband has become more aware of the stares and under the breath comments. Recently we entered a department store, and hence began the running. Jeff did his best, but eventually it was to much and back to the car they went, as I rushed to finish, but not before several "get your kid in check" glares. No, it was not our intention to bring our child to the store and let him run around like a caged animal recently released into the wild, but sometimes it happens. Strollers are no longer part of our vocabulary, I mean sure there is one in the trunk, but he's not much of a fan and it only irritates him more being strapped down, unless of course you are running, then it's cool.  I think in the end, I mostly find myself having more compassion for other parents whose kids just don't exemplify perfect behavior, just like the mom in the article.  No mother wants they're kid screaming or making a scene in public, but with so many people out there judging and staring, it's hard not to feel even more frazzled than normal.  A lot of the time Jack is happy and talking, and ya he's trying to remove everything off the check out counter so he can throw it, or lick it and maybe he is a bit louder than I'd like, but if the only way I can get your compassion or understanding is by wearing a "I love a child with Autism" t-shirt, well ya know what, I don't really give a shit what you think.  I'm a mom, my child has autism, and what you don't get, is he is being really good right now, but by the look on your face we've ruined your grocery shopping experience, I'm so super sorry! Now if only I could find that damn sarcasm font!

Hugs from a fellow warrior

Em 

https://www.autismspeaks.org/blog/2014/03/26/dear-mama-ahead-me-line

17q12 Microduplication Syndrome

Today we met with our genetic Doctor who unfortunately was not able to give us much more insight on 17q12 Microduplication Syndrome. However, I kind of anticipated this since most of my research pointed to what little is known about this genomic mutation, which was only just recently discovered in 2006. What we did learn today is that the "12" is not twelve, it's one - two in the genetic world, and that further testing of Jack's DNA can be done so that we can find out where exactly the extra material of this chromosome is. Sometimes the extra material on the chromosome can be right next to the original one, called "in tandem", while in other cases it can actually fall into a completely different chromosome, referred to as an unbalanced insertion or translocation to another chromosome, knowing this could possibly give us more insight on what lies ahead for Jack. 

This is only my PERSONAL summation of the research I have done on 17q12 Microduplication and is only intended to be helpful insight, especially if Google is not your  best friend and reading research case studies is not your forte. Jack's exact diagnosis is a 1.4mb (megabase) of extra genomic material found on chromosome 17. The exact location is the long arm of the chromosome also known as "the q arm" on the portion known as one two, hence 17q12. The one two portion of this chromosome is what has been duplicated and therefore the actual genes contained inside this portion have been duplicated. According to the test results 19 of Jack's genes have been duplicated. Exactly what roles all these genes play is not known. However, two common genes in this area are HNF1B and ACACA.  HNF1B is found in and plays a role in the development of the pancreas, liver, stomach and lung. Known diseases related to this mutated gene are various kidney diseases, diabetes syndrome and noninsulin-dependent diabetes mellitus. It actually appears to be a "common" characteristic for people with this mutation to have kidney issues and diabetes. While ACACA is a protein coding gene and is found through out the body and plays a role in metabolism, specifically fatty acids, glucose/energy, lipids and ketone body metabolism, just to name a few. But I have yet to find any relevance to this gene in my research, although I have not done any research with relation to the deletion of the 17q12 chromosome. With all this being said, there is so much information out there about these two genes, I am merely summarizing what I have read  and can "ugh" understand! By no means should any of this information be used in place of any information you receive from a doctor. I am merely trying to give some examples of the known genes that CAN OR MIGHT be affected.  

While in reality little is known about all the exact genes located in 17q12 and what roles they play in the big picture, more research needs to be done on this exact area of chromosome 17. What they do know is that there are several known traits or characteristics with this duplication. Some of the characteristics are intellectual disability, cognitive development, speech and language delay, sleep issues/disorders, behavioral difficulties; i.e. aggressive behaviors, or self-injurious behavior, gross motor delay, all of which can be directly linked to autism, also seizures/epilepsy, hypotonia, cleft palate, glaucoma; and afflicted tissues of the eye,  tracheo-esophageal fistula and defect in the atrial septum. Because of this diverse range of traits and the rarity of this genomic mutation, it's easy to see why more research needs to be done. Which is why we have chosen to participate in the 17q12 Project Research program based out of the Geisinger's Autism and Developmental Medicine Institute in Philadelphia.  See link below for more useful information about this project.

If you are looking for a cause you won't find one, although as a parent you may be a carrier. My husband and I both will be tested in the near future to see if one of us may in fact be the carrier. What's so incredible about this mutation is that so many people can live completely unaffected lives, with no characteristics whatsoever. The other anomaly is the de novo aspect, where neither parent is the carrier.  All in all, it's rare, its diverse and they "geneticists", know very little as to the why or the how, but hopefully as research continues and new technology emerges, we will know more, we will one day get answers. We are the pioneers for 17q12, and for all genomic mutations for that matter, and I encourage anyone who has or cares for someone with a genomic mutation to get involved in research programs, even though it may be a small part of a future understanding, we can help. Personally, I know that this will affect my future family, Jack is a carrier and some day he will most certainly pass this on and I want him and his children, my grandchildren, to have more information than I do!  

Even though we did not learn much more about this chromosome duplication or what the future holds for our little man Jack, what we do know is that by the grace of God, he presents only the moderate to mild autism related characteristics of this mutation, and we will continue to claim via God, that nothing else will manifest. I will, say it is very difficult reading about this mutation and not knowing the future is frustrating and frightening. However, I will continue to stay positive and completely grateful for where we are today. 

If you or someone you love has been diagnosed I have included a few links that I have found very useful while trying to research 17q12 Microduplication Syndrome. Also on Facebook there is a closed group called Chromosome 17q12 support group, and consists of both the deletion and duplication of 17q12, connecting with other parents has really been a useful resource, for not only trying to understand the mutation but to also to know that although it's rare, we are not alone.

Hugs from a fellow warrior,

Em

Links:

17q12 Project

Overview of Clinical Symptoms of 17q12 Deletions and Duplications

Epilepsy Genetics & 17q12 Microduplications

Also see link to Unique on the right of this blog!